I contemplate suicide but you feeling guilty is what keeps me alive
I don’t want to point fingers or call names
It’s love that keeps me alive and I would never regret feeling this way.
Purpose for what it’s worth is expensive
Dignity is a rich mans trash
Endurance is treasure to the wanders
Wondering what exists in the darkness
They call space
The space
Vacuuming and consuming
Nobody sees the ugly parts of galaxies
Aliens are make believe
You are the furthest thing from perfect
The flaws are what make it worth it
Floss until you get under the surface
Rediscovering the left over pieces of your heart
You hid when you were a kid.
Squeeze those feelings
Caress those fears
Kiss the blemishes everyone told you not to pop
Now they are scars but to your face they call them beauty marks
They’re moles
Informants of the soul
The map telling your thoughts to your heart
Only to realize you’ve struck gold.
Dirty
Dirty
Earthly
Have mercy
On the ones who think they are beyond hurting
No fucks left to give but reciting every fuckme
Fuck my life
But if anyone asks
Shit isn’t so bad
When you think about your life without considering your past
Make it last
Make it fast
But don’t come too soon
This little light of mine
Ain’t so bright with out the
sun or the moon.
-Leighrick