As I’m on this plane, I’m writing our names in the clouds.
Though I miss you extremely despite the elevation I still feel high.
It’s almost impossible to explain your touch, the clouds know it’s hard to keep dry eyes.
This seat is uncomfortable because it’s not your lap.
My body will ache for some months because your not attached, and all these people need to shut the fuck up because they sound nothing like your laugh.
When the train arrived your words hugged me the whole ride, giving me the comfort of knowing this isn’t a goodbye.
That whole ride I cried, I still feel as though I’m dying inside.
Instead like the winds you kept strong for me.
I saw the love in your eyes and felt the warmth in your heart.
I know things will change temporarily but what remains is the love in our hearts.
I’ll always be there and you’ll always be here.
No one nor thing will be able to fill the void in our hearts.
A race against insanity, seems like life never wants us to get a head start.
I feel miserable, I want to cry, but deep inside I know my tears aren’t invisible.
I don’t these people bugging asking me what’s wrong.
I might scream, and curse…cause deep inside I wanna strap something to chest and let them all feel my hurt.
I’m shaking my head.
I keep complaining, and complaining this feeling isnt forever.
Already my heads getting fucked up, no more time to be selfish…
this battle is against time.
I have end this because the more I write,
the more tears that build up.
Just know that I’m with you.
I Love You.